6 weeks of heaven and hell coexisting in one house. As I sit writing this, the addict within me wants to get up, go out and use. How can this be ok?
I am 45 days clean and sober, and all I want to do is have that feeling of total bliss again. Does this mean rehab has been a total waste of time? Why am I feeling like this?
Is it normal to not actually feel any different after rehab? Maybe I am just having a craving. It’s hell right now and I am missing my escape.
Pray for me.